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Friday, June 16, 2006

hahah haven post a blog for a long time le.. haha must start to post again le! xD hehehe... wow... i finally went to jog yesterday. in MANY MANY MONTHS. and i mean those 6 months plus ah. haha.. cos i've become so fat le.. must start off somewhere to diet liao! =) haha.. yesterday's jog was very refreshing.. haha.. hmmm. must go for swimming soon le. heee.

recently been addicted to some dumb online games..hmm... i'd better stop all this le.. cos someone complaining leeeeee...............so must stop liao lor.. to make him happy. hee.

yay! sunday gg to sentosa to celebrate cai ling's birthday... so happy! =) haha.. time for a tan!!!! i dun wanna peel like a snake though. haha..

aiyo... recently have some problems leh.. hmmm one thing is abt teaching tuition. should i continue to teach or not? his syllabus is getting more difficult and his results are not getting any better.. feel a lil' demoralising.. but how? he's in the top classes and competition is so tough.. results show tt he's in the bottom half in class but in the upper half in the whole school. so sad! haiz... in the past i used to spend alot of effort into teaching him and make sure he is prepared enuff... but now, seems like im too half hearted. why? issit tt im not getting enuff encouragement from pple around me? issit because im simply getting too lazy? i haven even started to study for chemistry yet. feel so stressed up le. and for jeremy.. really dunno how to teach him... teaching him science and maths is no feat for me. BUT.. chinese a lil'... cos to me it doesnt have any space to have creative learning.. and i dun really like chinese a lot as well. hmmm. ENGLISH is the WORSE. my grammer totally suck. vocab still okay, but i think the most crucial part of english is the grammar parts. and somehow he just cant produce creative compos for me. its getting better la, but not any better. perhaps my marking is not so strict as before. think im too slack le! haiz...~~~ maybe i should pull up my socks and start to be more hardworking le bah. thos thought of it makes me a lil sian.
lol....
no... i shouldnt be lol-ing.

hmmm.. oki bah.. ltr gg to teach tuition le.. better start preparing le.. hmmm. sometimes i wonder. did jeremy lie to me? as far as i knoe.. his compre use to be very bad.. but now i taught him to copy directly from the passage.. and now.. he seem to be getting lots of improvement.. and surprisely.. the answer key n his answer seem to tally alot. but well, the ans is from the passage too. so let's pray he didnt copy. -.- so worrying!

oki.. aft teaching tuition will be collecting all chem notes together... den must study harder le. i realise i haven been listening in ah lek's tutorials. (ah lek is my chem teacher n oso civics tutor.)

n chem is gab's forte too. S paper sey~~ hahaha. k lah. must work harder le. damn.. regret dropping bio. shld have dropped chem when i noe im a chem idiot RIGHT FROM THE STARTTTTTT......................................................................

sigh. work hard bah. jia you.

-when are you coming back? ;